A new day

Well...things are still rough but I have made a decision that depression sucks and there is no need for me to be in that state.

I woke up this morning and decided to change my attitude. Thank you everyone that offered the kind words and positive thinking to me. Thank you brother for being there to listen to me whine and complain. Thank you for being you. I know that I can always count on you for support.

Thanks Mom & Dad for lending me a helping hand. Thank you for standing behind me when you didn't have to. You guys have been amazing these past couple of months, more than any child could ask for.

Ok so now that I the thank-you's out of the way....

I took today to get things in order. I cleaned the house, I bought the floor covering for my house, and I lined up a new roommate.

It is amazing how much you over look when you are depressed. WHen I woke up this morning and got out of my room I looked around and only one word would come to mind. EWWW! It was like all of that stuff had popped up over night. Of course it had not, but I was too self absorbed in my depression to realize that I had let some things go (and grow).

I went to the carpet place and ordered the wood flooring stuff for the extra bedroom and bathroom and the hallway. The guys will be here bright and early on Friday morning to install all of it. I am sooooo happy about that. (Thanks mom and dad)

Now that the floor will be fixed I can find myself a roommate...OH wait I already did! He will move in either on Monday or Tuesday. He is moving down here from Ohio to work at Pensacola Aviation as Flight Instructor. He seems really nice and down to earth. I think he will be OK. He has graduated from Bowling Green State University. I think either my age or one year my junior. I am looking forward to getting to know a new person and having someone else in the house again. Even if we end up not getting along at least the house will not be so quite all the time.

Well the sun has risen and set on a new day for me. It has brought about a lot of changes and I feel much better. I know that it may seem a little sudden given my last post but honestly that is the way i do things. If I am sad I just decide not to be and then I am not. OK well maybe it is not always that easy because I did have some help this time, but you get the point.